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Yeah, been in the same fragile state of mind since I last posted, and done almost no schoolwork. JCS runs, opera runs, and going to class are all I can accomplish in this week, and, as Ally recommended, I shall throw myself on the mercy of my professors and try not to do work that is shoddy in addition to being late.
Bits from the show (my show, not the opera) have embedded themselves so deeply into my consciousness that, even when I'm trying to worry about other things, like school, or people, or what I'm going to do with my life, the riff will run and the problems yet to be solved enumerate and elaborate themselves and I wake up too early in the morning and can't go back to sleep. Blood, costumes, LP player, orchestra rehearsal, mics, lack of stage crew, posters, lack of blacks for costume room... At least Elliot came to rehearsal yesterday for a couple hours. That made me happy. The music will be fine as long as he is there. And Stephan got back last night and told some good stories, and heard mine about rehearsal without him. I'll make it, I just won't be socially functional for awhile afterwards. Not a big change, anyway.
Bits from the show (my show, not the opera) have embedded themselves so deeply into my consciousness that, even when I'm trying to worry about other things, like school, or people, or what I'm going to do with my life, the riff will run and the problems yet to be solved enumerate and elaborate themselves and I wake up too early in the morning and can't go back to sleep. Blood, costumes, LP player, orchestra rehearsal, mics, lack of stage crew, posters, lack of blacks for costume room... At least Elliot came to rehearsal yesterday for a couple hours. That made me happy. The music will be fine as long as he is there. And Stephan got back last night and told some good stories, and heard mine about rehearsal without him. I'll make it, I just won't be socially functional for awhile afterwards. Not a big change, anyway.