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I am so glad school has started again. I realize this makes me a freak, but...
Unusually enjoyable history class this morning. More snark from Bryan and Stephan, and even some from the teacher. I'm not a fanatic proponent of the music for either Shepherd Singers or Chorale this time around, but I got through rehearsals okay, despite odd fatigue which I suspect is from technical problems in my practicing this morning. Freakishly time-consuming theory homework; as soon as we got out of Chorale, Dan and I went to Sid to start it, and got stuck and called Stephan for help and went to his house to collaborate; we finished around ten. First time I have gotten home past 9 since the show's been over (aside from work). And though I did all the Diction homework for the semester in one day before break, my printer is out of commission and I have to ask Dan to download the IPA font and print it for me.
I didn't used to get lonely over breaks, not really. I mean, I missed people, sure, but I can entertain myself. I failed to, this time around, and it frustrates me. I don't... I don't have to have people, I don't care about people. But apparently my stock of humans I consider to be above the label "people" has increased. It's uncomfortable when they're not around. Dan said to be Dao about it, better to have loved and suffered temporarily than never to have loved at all, and sure, but it's a novel experience and I haven't enjoyed it. Stupid... friends. I suck.
Unusually enjoyable history class this morning. More snark from Bryan and Stephan, and even some from the teacher. I'm not a fanatic proponent of the music for either Shepherd Singers or Chorale this time around, but I got through rehearsals okay, despite odd fatigue which I suspect is from technical problems in my practicing this morning. Freakishly time-consuming theory homework; as soon as we got out of Chorale, Dan and I went to Sid to start it, and got stuck and called Stephan for help and went to his house to collaborate; we finished around ten. First time I have gotten home past 9 since the show's been over (aside from work). And though I did all the Diction homework for the semester in one day before break, my printer is out of commission and I have to ask Dan to download the IPA font and print it for me.
I didn't used to get lonely over breaks, not really. I mean, I missed people, sure, but I can entertain myself. I failed to, this time around, and it frustrates me. I don't... I don't have to have people, I don't care about people. But apparently my stock of humans I consider to be above the label "people" has increased. It's uncomfortable when they're not around. Dan said to be Dao about it, better to have loved and suffered temporarily than never to have loved at all, and sure, but it's a novel experience and I haven't enjoyed it. Stupid... friends. I suck.
