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[sanura]

Sometimes I hate being unable to express myself perfectly. Scratch that; all the time, I really hate being unclear and fogheaded. I can't get my point across, or I can't remember what my point was. Another thing that really bothers me is when I had a point that somebody else made better and I can only agree. My creativity, or thought processes, or whatever you want to call it, have been stopped in midfunction and given to someone else, is what it feels like. And when the people I so highly admire are putting their thoughts up on the board and they're so similar to or continuant of mine, I feel like I have either copied them and been unoriginal and stale in my thought, or... something else I can't remember. RARGH. And when they're discussing matters which are so personal and important to me, and to them, you'd think I'd have a more personal, individual opinion, but all I can do is nod dumbly. Gaah.

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[(Anonymous)]

I know ..exactly.. what you mean.