Just... horrible.

[sanura]

seymour507glass: god
seymour507glass: i want to get out of this house
seymour507glass: so much
seymour507glass: all the way home
Rion Soulkeeper: ...
seymour507glass: my dad was talking about avalon
seymour507glass: my mom and him
seymour507glass: were arguing
seymour507glass: about
seymour507glass: why he changed his last name
seymour507glass: and my dad says "probably when he anounced he was gay, his dad disowned him, i know i would *laffs*"


seymour507glass: it seems awfuly unimportant now
Rion Soulkeeper: It certainly does
seymour507glass: most things do
Rion Soulkeeper: yes
seymour507glass: the requiem.. i came up with a fairly simple melody
seymour507glass: and thing-e
seymour507glass: just cus i was sad
seymour507glass: i have used its sort of thing before, but not like it
Rion Soulkeeper: What is it like?
seymour507glass: just
seymour507glass: just dotted half note on b, 8th note a, and then c... but the back round was e,b,f#,f#,e,b,F# and alowwwwwww e
seymour507glass: but
seymour507glass: its nothing special
seymour507glass: it just seemed
seymour507glass: really sad,... and it might be cool with a chior
Rion Soulkeeper: oh, that is
Rion Soulkeeper: yeah
seymour507glass: idono
Rion Soulkeeper: Can you bring my Kaddish score tomorrow? I think maybe before the memorial would be a good time to do that. It would get all of my stupid crying started so it wouldn't be so blocked and stagnated-feeling
seymour507glass: it would be cool if the e,b,f#,f# was in the same octave as the melody
seymour507glass: yeah
seymour507glass: i will
seymour507glass: im going with you right?
Rion Soulkeeper: Yes
seymour507glass: i had a day dream
seymour507glass: on the way home
seymour507glass: i was half asleep
Rion Soulkeeper: about what?
seymour507glass: it was that avalon woke up the next morning and his husband was not there, and he found out that his husband had died...
seymour507glass: and that they were 2 diferant realitys
seymour507glass: that he had to live in the same world with out wayne, and wayne had to live in the same world with out him
seymour507glass: idono
seymour507glass: it was strange
seymour507glass: and sad
Rion Soulkeeper: I keep expecting him to come back from Key West or something where he had a concert he forgot to tell anybody about
seymour507glass: dont
seymour507glass: put that in my head
seymour507glass: god
Rion Soulkeeper: My mom was like that for months after my dad died
Rion Soulkeeper: I was, too
Rion Soulkeeper: I wonder if they told Errollyn Wallen
seymour507glass: i hope she knows
seymour507glass: they were such good friends
seymour507glass: she needs to know
seymour507glass: im sure she knows
seymour507glass: who knew that this year
seymour507glass: it would happen, i mean that he would take up teaching with us
seymour507glass: and then
seymour507glass: i dono
seymour507glass: i cant finish my thought