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Where do the random bipolarities come from? How much sense does it make that some species would evolve such a destructive tendency to go from the height of ecstasy to the utter drear of apathy to the depths of despair just based on a chemical imbalance? I was serenely content, though my head and neck were agonizingly sore this afternoon. Closer to morning, everything that could ever be wrong with my life made itself known; and there's really not that much. Thus, when I had another Kabalevsky episode this evening, I had a long list of things to rhapsodize about. I don't understand.

Dr. Farwell heard the song. She emailed me back and said "we will talk about this on Tuesday. I wonder why I don't hear this sound in my studio?" Well, I had dinner with her and the rest of the studio tonight. She says I need to use that resonance, she really liked it, it was good, and she wants me to do more of it. Go figure. I was preparing to cringe from her disapproval.